starteaser's Blog

  • MY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

    9/18/08 1 Comment

    One week ago, a very special friend of mine died. He was with me for just over ten years and he was the most Loyal of friends I've ever had. Intelligent, articulate, handsome, loving, funny. The purest spirit I've ever known and maybe the purest spirit I will ever meet again. Need I go on? Anyway it was his time to rest as he'd been sick for nearly 3 years with different things. His last 2 things being an amputated leg through cancer then 18months later cancer in his lungs. Not once did he complain, cry or get angry. He took it all in his stride and was very happy. I am talking about my dog, Jake. A cross Collie/Alsation. Our souls seemed to be connected in some way and I miss him so much. I still find myself talking as if he's still here (I know he is here in spirit). My heart sinks every morning when I wake and remember how he has gone. How I'll never feel his glossy soft fir again. I know I will get thru this but I will never get over losing him. I don't know when this pain will subside but for now I need to feel this way, to grieve for my best friend and Loyal companion who got me out of sticky situations and helped me through a rough 10 years. Thank you Jake for being you. I love you and miss you and will never forget you. Lots of love mummy. x

Join The Loyal to Post Comments

    140 Comments (Showing 61-70 of 140)

    • Photo of Anubis59 Anubis59
      Anubis59
      Male
      Tempe, AZ
      Status
      "Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."
      Comments So Far
      988
      Last Updated
      12/22/08
      Posted 1 year ago by Anubis59

      Hey, how are you? I'm just not that savy with the IM thing. By the time I got it downloaded and got signed up it said you were offline. I sent you some emails. Did you get them? Plus they were getting ready to lock up the office so I had to leave. I'm a newbie to all this chat thing so have patience with me. I'll get it eventually!

    • Photo of Relic Relic
      Relic
      Male, 19
      Quail Valley, CA
      Status
      Just Joined
      Comments So Far
      125
      Last Updated
      12/22/08
      Posted 1 year ago by Relic

      just fine. yourself?

    • Photo of DalanJe DalanJe
      DalanJe
      Female
      Status
      3 more weeks until the baby is here!
      Comments So Far
      5941
      Last Updated
      11/28/09
      Posted 1 year ago by DalanJe

      Not in trouble or running from the ex,lol. I had some personal junk going on and decided it was time for a change. all went well and now I am here. Most of these things happened over the span of 3 years. Hope your weekend went well! LLL!

    • Photo of Ladybug200 Ladybug200
      Ladybug200
      Female
      Status
      It's all about the PLEDGE, the TURN, the PRESTIGE.....[TaDa!!]
      Comments So Far
      1437
      Last Updated
      10/23/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Ladybug200

      Stopping by to wish you a great Fall Sunday! XO Cin

    • Photo of vane_rc vane_rc
      vane_rc
      Female, 25
      rosario, AR
      Status
      We want criss angel in Argentina!!!!
      Comments So Far
      322
      Last Updated
      05/22/09
      Posted 1 year ago by vane_rc

      yes,i speak a little english,but is a little bad ,lol i'm from Argentina. conoces a criss en persona? have u a great weekend! xoxo.

    • Photo of Gina2cali Gina2cali
      Gina2cali
      Female
      San Diego, CA
      Status
      :)
      Comments So Far
      9471
      Last Updated
      11/25/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Gina2cali

      I was at a taping of Mindfreak and a book signing.

    • Photo of Chani Chani
      Chani
      Female, 33
      Newport, GB
      Status
      Don't stop Believing!
      Comments So Far
      1243
      Last Updated
      11/21/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Chani

      Oooh! I knew it..you caught me in the nick of time..poor little dog..sticking his nose into a hedgehog..awwwhh..our cat once got bit on the bum by a fox and had to go through the whole antib's thing..poor depressed cat! Our friend was someone who was very dear to us, he was on dialysis and died in his sleep after a failed kidney transplant..but the man himself..we used to call him Little Big Man..cos he was so small but had the biggest heart..always had time for everyone..a real sweetheart..it was a long time ago now but we like to check in from time to time..anyhow I will have to drop off the radar now but should be back again tomorrow..sweet dreams xx

    • Photo of Chani Chani
      Chani
      Female, 33
      Newport, GB
      Status
      Don't stop Believing!
      Comments So Far
      1243
      Last Updated
      11/21/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Chani

      I have to say midear that I am knacked..it's getting late and I've got work tomorrow so forgive me if you are at this moment writing a post..speak real soon..loyal love Chani xx

    • Photo of Anubis59 Anubis59
      Anubis59
      Male
      Tempe, AZ
      Status
      "Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."
      Comments So Far
      988
      Last Updated
      12/22/08
      Posted 1 year ago by Anubis59

      I'm installing now. See you soon!

    • Photo of Chani Chani
      Chani
      Female, 33
      Newport, GB
      Status
      Don't stop Believing!
      Comments So Far
      1243
      Last Updated
      11/21/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Chani

      Yep, I am sooo gona have to become an Ultimate Loyal Freak..then I can go in the chatrooms on the site..yay! Well what have I been up to, unfortunately my life is rather quiet at the moment..working, coming home, been rewatching Buffy, doing housework..yawn..are you bored yet?!! Hehe..looking forward to Sunday..weather should be good, gonna go visit our friends grave..it has been far too long..good chance to reminisce about the old days..how bout you? xx