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  • MY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

    9/18/08 1 Comment

    One week ago, a very special friend of mine died. He was with me for just over ten years and he was the most Loyal of friends I've ever had. Intelligent, articulate, handsome, loving, funny. The purest spirit I've ever known and maybe the purest spirit I will ever meet again. Need I go on? Anyway it was his time to rest as he'd been sick for nearly 3 years with different things. His last 2 things being an amputated leg through cancer then 18months later cancer in his lungs. Not once did he complain, cry or get angry. He took it all in his stride and was very happy. I am talking about my dog, Jake. A cross Collie/Alsation. Our souls seemed to be connected in some way and I miss him so much. I still find myself talking as if he's still here (I know he is here in spirit). My heart sinks every morning when I wake and remember how he has gone. How I'll never feel his glossy soft fir again. I know I will get thru this but I will never get over losing him. I don't know when this pain will subside but for now I need to feel this way, to grieve for my best friend and Loyal companion who got me out of sticky situations and helped me through a rough 10 years. Thank you Jake for being you. I love you and miss you and will never forget you. Lots of love mummy. x

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    • Photo of Anubis59 Anubis59
      Anubis59
      Male
      Tempe, AZ
      Status
      "Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."
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      12/22/08
      Posted 1 year ago by Anubis59

      I've missed you. I hope you get unbusy so you can post some pics. What would be a local Manchester term of endearment for a female? Any plans for the weekend? What would you do this weekend if you could do anything you wanted?

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      Chani
      Female, 33
      Newport, GB
      Status
      Don't stop Believing!
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      11/21/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Chani

      Hey so you're online at the same time..yay! I have to say I prefer this way of messaging currently, it gives me a sense of unreality (is that a word?) I am terrible at keeping in touch with my friends..bizarre really that since I've found this site i am totally addicted to talking to everyone here.. guess its because we all have a common addiction so I can yammer on to my hearts content without worrying everyone thinks i'm nuts..heehee!! xx

    • Photo of Starangel6381 Starangel6381
      Starangel6381
      Female
      Status
      Criss has an official page on Twitter and is asking all Loyals to follow him! The addy is http://twitter.com/crissangel
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      11/23/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Starangel6381

      Hi, How are you? Ready for the show tonight? I can't wait!

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      vane_rc
      Female, 25
      rosario, AR
      Status
      We want criss angel in Argentina!!!!
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      05/22/09
      Posted 1 year ago by vane_rc

      i'm from Argentina do u speak apanish?

    • Photo of Chani Chani
      Chani
      Female, 33
      Newport, GB
      Status
      Don't stop Believing!
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      11/21/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Chani

      Hey honey, glad to hear you are becoming more optimistic, it is so easy to get weighed down by everyday drudgery. Its just important to remember to look past that to the beauty that surrounds us..oh dear I sound all philosophical now! What are you studying at college/uni? I believe it is never too late to learn new skills and turn your life around, we all go thru phases in our lives and it is so easy to stuck doin something you don't really care about so I applaud you!! Love Chani xx

    • Photo of Gina2cali Gina2cali
      Gina2cali
      Female
      San Diego, CA
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      :)
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      11/25/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Gina2cali

      I know it is hard to keep up with everything being in England. Well I know you are not going to feel any better about this. The guy you though was Ray Leota is Criss's brother Costa. If you look carefully you will notice the CA logo on his shirt. You will catch on to things once you have been on the site for a while.

    • Photo of Starangel6381 Starangel6381
      Starangel6381
      Female
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      Criss has an official page on Twitter and is asking all Loyals to follow him! The addy is http://twitter.com/crissangel
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      11/23/09
      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by Starangel6381

      Hi, I love this site too, yes, we all are family here! Everyone is so kind, and sweet and supportive! No where else can you find a site like this one! It's all because we have Criss in common! Criss really has some wonderful Loyals! I'm glad you like it here! No, not that I know of , no Criss Angel day yet! I have a feeling it might be on the way! It's amazing how one person can generate so much love! Here is a pic, enjoy!! !

    • Photo of Anubis59 Anubis59
      Anubis59
      Male
      Tempe, AZ
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      "Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."
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      12/22/08
      Posted 1 year ago by Anubis59

      And you're a Starteaser! I'm looking forward to seeing you post some pics so I hope I was at least a little bit of help getting you started. It took me a while to figure it out myself. Hope you're having a perfect day. I'll be around for another couple of hours so message me back if you get a chance.

      Peace

      Believe

    • Photo of meli_mel meli_mel
      meli_mel
      Female, 33
      Bayside, NY
      Status
      Working night and day....GRRRRR....So Missing my free time =(
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      09/22/08
      Posted 1 year ago by meli_mel

      Hey, the weather is starting to get chilly here but this is my favorite time of year so I'm excited =) Summer was disgustingly humid!!! I pick up my new car tomorrow...YAY...hope your week is off to a great start...TTYS

    • Photo of Starangel6381 Starangel6381
      Starangel6381
      Female
      Status
      Criss has an official page on Twitter and is asking all Loyals to follow him! The addy is http://twitter.com/crissangel
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      11/23/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Starangel6381

      Hi, I hope the site works for you! If not I will ask Crissy, she might know! She is a sweet friend! How is the night going for you? Chat with you later, sending Loyal Love, Loyal Terri